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So I finally decided to make a new LiveJournal. I haven't actually gone on this since like, grade 8. So anyways. This week has been the worst week of my life. Me and Jake broke up a week ago today, and I don't even really know why. He seems to keep saying only if I understood why he broke up with me. WELL MAYBE IF YOU TOLD ME YOU DOUCHE, THEN I'D UNDERSTAND. Anyways, so we've been fighting non stop ever since then. I went to his house on Monday night to watch the hockey game, and everything seemed alright, but ever since then we've just been fighting and fighting constantly. We'll occasionally have a civil conversation, but most of it consists of calling eachother sluts, dicks, whores and assholes. Today I had my french exam, and afterwards I hung out with Jordan. I really like Jordan a lot, but hes Jakes best friend. Anyways, so before I went over there I got into another fight with Jake, over him being a jealous dink, so I was like whatever. So I went over to Jordans and hung out with him and Josh Peters, who is probably the cutest guy in the entire world. Josh left and then me and Jordan went to Beavermead. We sat there for like ever and just talked about random things, and would occasionally beat one another up. We also watched some fat people swim and talk about seeing eachother vaginas, which made me want to vomit a little. Actually, scratch that, it made me want to vomit a lot. Me and Jordan picked pretty flowers and put them in my hair, but they died. all three of them. Stupid flowers. But they were pretty. I didn't get home till' about 8ish, but my sisters boyfriend picked me up and drove me home. So, It's 8 o'clock, and Jake is online, so we obviously start to fight, about something that I didn't even do, but whatever. So then I find out that Brooke went over to his house during the day, which really pissed me off because he knows that I don't like her, at all. So whatever, we continued to fight, and then we just got bored of it and made amends. Then, Corey, the boy in which I absolutely hate comes online and starts talking to me. So I'm really confused at this point. Anyways, he starts saying how he is sorry for everything, and hes so sorry for ruining our relationship, and if I need someone to talk to, he'll be here for me, and yadda yadda yadda. So I'm just like kay whatever. So then Jake tells me that Corey is saying how much of a bitch I am and that Jake should just keep our relationship ended and so on and so forth, so at this point I am freaking because I actually thought I could trust the bastard. Anyyyways, so to the point of my story. I told the ugly little bastard off, Im talking to Jake, and we're starting to resolve things. BUT, I still really like Jordan, like a lot. I'm just a mess. Anyways, I'm gonna go fight something and try and think about what to do. <3 Casey
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